A cheerleader dream
Came true decades later and
Helped me find myself.
OR
The dream of a young
cheerleader came true decades
later and changed me.
A cheerleader dream
Came true decades later and
Helped me find myself.
OR
The dream of a young
cheerleader came true decades
later and changed me.
When we’re stressed out we/
stress out people we are with./
Can’t we all chill out?
I know I’m depressed./
My keyboard’s blank and so is/
my dictionary.
Please be gentle and/
kind with me this morning. I’m /
in the throes of pain.
I’m tired of trying/
to help people. When I do/
I seem to mess up.
Only a parent/
can know the hurt of failing/
when trying to help.
OR
Only parents get/
the pain of failing when they/
try to help their kids.
Frank*: There are guys in /
my girl’s life who treated her/
bad. You’re the worst. Leave!
[*Frank is my daughter’s name for her eating disorder.]
Why do I expect/
others to help? She is my/
girl. I can take charge.
Who can I blame if/
she goes away? Nobody/
but myself, for sure.
I understand that you have a full-time job.
I understand that there are 20 pages of paperwork
that have to be filled out.
I understand that the person who has to finally review that paperwork
here in this state won’t be home for two or three days from vacation.
I understand that when the application does get reviewed
it will get need to go to other reviews somewhere else.
I understand that you have other people to talk to
about things that are important to them.
I understand that you have other things to worry about.
But while you’re working
and talking to other people
and your boss is vacationing
and other people are waiting to review the paperwork
that seems to drag on and on and on,
my daughter is dying.
I understand there seems to be nothing I can do
to make you hurry up.
So please understand excuse me if I get a little upset.
Because I don’t understand how vacations,
and work,
and paperwork,
and talking to other people
can get in the way
of saving my daughter’s life.