Frank*: There are guys in /
my girl’s life who treated her/
bad. You’re the worst. Leave!
[*Frank is my daughter’s name for her eating disorder.]
Frank*: There are guys in /
my girl’s life who treated her/
bad. You’re the worst. Leave!
[*Frank is my daughter’s name for her eating disorder.]
Why do I expect/
others to help? She is my/
girl. I can take charge.
Who can I blame if/
she goes away? Nobody/
but myself, for sure.
Even in defeat,/
there is respect and glory./
The refs blew the call.
OR
there is greatness and glory./
OR
there is respect and greatness.
I understand that you have a full-time job.
I understand that there are 20 pages of paperwork
that have to be filled out.
I understand that the person who has to finally review that paperwork
here in this state won’t be home for two or three days from vacation.
I understand that when the application does get reviewed
it will get need to go to other reviews somewhere else.
I understand that you have other people to talk to
about things that are important to them.
I understand that you have other things to worry about.
But while you’re working
and talking to other people
and your boss is vacationing
and other people are waiting to review the paperwork
that seems to drag on and on and on,
my daughter is dying.
I understand there seems to be nothing I can do
to make you hurry up.
So please understand excuse me if I get a little upset.
Because I don’t understand how vacations,
and work,
and paperwork,
and talking to other people
can get in the way
of saving my daughter’s life.
You’re an example/
of how I should be intense/
with my own fam’ly.
You may be waking./
It’s selfish to tell aching,/
But I wish I could.
Before I save earth,/
I have to first clean up my/
own environment.
I thought I brought joy.
Now I see I stall people’s/
eternal progress.
Or
Now I wonder if I stall/
eternal progress.
When words stop flowing,/
like when a river dries up,/
a fertile field dies.