Never Good Enough: Romantic ConTEXTing Haiku Lament

I guess my calming/
influence and gentleness /
still isn’t enough.

She Doesn’t Care Proof: Romantic ConTEXTing Haiku Lament

She claimed she really/
didn’t care what I did and/
now she’s proving it.

It’s obnoxious when/
I think she thinks of others./
At last I relate.

When I don’t hear from/
you much, it reminds me of/
how much I miss you.

Thunder and lightning/
frighten me enough to wish/
that you were here, too.

OR
Thunder and lightning/
are frightening enough to wish/
that you were here, too.

Only I could cry/
about a love song when there’s/
no one there to love.

During harvest time/
he wondered how his cheese would/
taste with her peaches.

It’s sad when you know/
this is finito and she/
talks with some new guy.

I miss you. A lot./
How or why i do doesn’t/
matter much, does it?

I miss you. I miss/
your voice. How or why doesn’t/
matter much, does it?

It’s not seizing the /
day that gets me through it, but/
avoiding the pain.

OR
I avoid the pain.