A friend from the Midwest saw this photo of the sunrise over the Vashon Island ferry dock, She asked: “If one sees this every day, does one notice the beauty everyday?”
Valid question, to which I wrote this haiku:
Beauty shows herself./
She appears in diff’rent forms./
We embrace each view.
Context: On the pew in front of me, at church was a VERY chubby 3 year old. Through the course of the meeting her mother gave her a bag of gummi bears, string cheese, a bag of apple chips, more candy, and a bag of some other snack. Maybe there is a reason she needs it, and I’ll try not to throw the first … chocolate kiss!
If you stuff your kids/
with junk food, they will end up/
looking fat like you.
They loved so much they/
let go, then watched to see where/
the free bird would fly.
I’m not he. You’re not/
she. The past is not us. We’ll/
create our own trust.
He who was nervous,/
given courage to speak up,/
roars for what’s wanted.
We are all cheating./
We cheat ourselves when we set /
standards we don’t live.
With battery dying/
I thought it’d be worth trying/
to say good morning!
It’s no use sending/
photos. No matter how in /
focus, they’re not clear.
We shine.
Our bright lights
pierce darkened,
shadowed corners
where scary pests
and sickening pasts
scurry from the light.
Sometimes we see
what others won’t show us.
They are shy.
They are embarrassed.
They are hurt.
They are ashamed.
They try to shut off the light,
try to redirect the beam
to the center,
where everything is already
exposed,
illuminated,
orderly,
neat,
as it should be,
as the world would want it.
We have been there already.
It is comfortable.
With them,
in that space,
we can chat,
cook,
munch,
dine,
dance,
relax,
rejoice,
rest.
We know our way around,
and it is good to
feel warmth
and happiness.
But when we feel
the dark,
the terror,
the fear,
the loneliness;
when we see
the concern,
the worry,
the pain;
it is then we turn away
from the comfort
of the center,
from the warmth
of the fireplace,
from the light
and fresh breeze
coming through the window.
It is then we take our light
and shine it
into the musty corners,
the terrored,
dank,
fetid,
hidden places,
the places of shame,
the hidden recesses
and cavities
where our friends
scream
in pain
and embarrassment
and fear,
and where they beg us
not to go.
Although we honor
and respect them
still, we shine
our lights there,
and expose
that which they plead with us
not to examine.
We pick it up,
and we turn it this way
and that,
looking at every piece,
exposing every seedy underbelly.
And when we see
what they have been hiding,
we learn about them,
and we understand them better.
And they learn
and see
that we are not repulsed,
nor ashamed,
nor sickened.
We have looked at that piece
of whateveritis,
and carefully,
thoughtfully
considered it.
Perhaps we will put it back.
Perhaps we will give it
to our friend to throw away,
or burn,
or discuss,
or hurl,
or crush.
But not to ignore.
Not to pretend it does
not exist.
It is, after all,
there.
And it is still theirs.
They must do with it
what they need to,
even if they can
do nothing
right now.
Still, they know
that we have seen it.
We have felt it.
We have considered it.
We have examined it.
We have exposed it
to our light.
In giving it back to them,
we allow them
to move forward,
with us by their side,
to support,
guide,
help,
or comfort
as they need us to.
And they know,
as they see that our light
does not fade,
nor dim,
nor flicker out,
that we love them.
If you look for good/
or bad reasons to stay or/
leave, they will appear.
Wer Suchet, Der Findet — He who searches, finds. (German quote of Jesus in the Bible)