Though I don’t fear death,/
I fear I’m dying. Weak and
shakey, I’m too young.
Mamma may be proud, /
but that won’t guarantee her/
child’s love or respect.
She birthed, changed, fed, clothed,
taught and loved him. In his new/
life, he stood her up.
OR
There are truths which need/
to be said, for your sake, but/
kept private for hers.
Ask tough questions and/
you’ll get hard answers. But then/
you can deal with them.
I hear my girl’s pain./
I caused it. I hope she can/
heal, forgive, reach, grow.
When the Spirit says/
to do something, do that, and/
watch it all work out.
Going to concerts/
solo reminds me how much/
I hate loneliness.
I see her deep pain./
I know how I would have been./
I’ll help grow her heart.