A writer friend, Mimi Allin, posted this on Facebook:
“why not now?”
to which I responded:
A writer friend, Mimi Allin, posted this on Facebook:
“why not now?”
to which I responded:
My daughter posted a New Year’s Instagram reel of photos, with Death Cab for Cutie’s song “The New Year” as the background. Watching the 2022 retrospective filled me with melancholy, especially with the lyric: “This is the New Year. I don’t feel any different.”
I’m going into a “Three Year” numerically, a year when I will be happiest and most fulfilled when I’m creatively doing things. With that in mind, my melancholy turned into resolve, and I wrote this haiku:
It is time that I/
get up and do all the things /
He’s telling me to.
Yawp.
Feel.
Find
your divine
center,
You.
Yup.
Yawp.
Then do.
Should I tell folks how/
to be better? Much better/
is if I go do.
When we do,
we find joy/
in doing,
not because/
Of what /
we do,/
But that/
We do.
She felt as though she/
had no control, so I gave/
it back. It’s now hers.
Or
it back. She must do.
Or
… so I quit
helping her escape.
Written after my daughter claimed she had no control in her life, then called me begging me to come get her from a treatment center she could leave on her own.